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Anyone out there listen to country music?  I like some of it- not all, but some.  And the title of this post references a current hit by Jerrod Nieman.  Here are some of the lyrics of this beautiful song…

Why’d you call me today with nothing new to say,
You pretend, it’s just hello
But you know what it does to me
To see your number on the phone.

I am fully aware that there is a possibility I shouldn’t be writing this post, but I share my life and myself with you all here, so I thought, why not?  I am sending out this song to a special guy in my life, Mr. Nate Berkus.  His people called my people me, and were considering me again for a story.  I have never sent in an application- they found me through my blog somehow and contacted me both times,  so it always gets my heart pumping.  Yesterday I was told to basically pack my bags and get ready to leave Monday night to film Tuesday morning.  But today I got a call saying they decided to go with a story that was more Hollywood glam.  Do you hear that sound?  That would be the sound of my heart breaking.  Again.  Melodramatic much, why not?

So right now, I am back from teaching my third class today (two muscle pumps, and one boot camp) and I am tired, and drained, and you better believe I am having some wine!!!!

Do I think they will call again?  Honestly, I think there is a decent chance.  But next time I won’t get my hopes up.  I won’t celebrate prematurely.  And I won’t lose any sleep wondering if I will get to go.  I will keep my cool.  And I will not be surprised if I don’t get to go for the third time in a row.  And if I do ever get to be on the Nate show…. I  will throw a big old viewing party and you all will be invited!!!

So moving on from heartache, on the plus side, I have beautiful children.  I have an awesome husband.  And I have a home that maybe wasn’t good enough this time, but maybe will be next time.  And while there are so many people suffering loss in this world, I am not.  If this is the worst thing that happened to me today, then guess what?  I have it darn good.  I am lucky.  I love and I am loved.  And you know what else?  Today is NATIONAL HIGH FIVE DAY!!!  So go take a walk around the neighborhood and share some high fives with your neighbors.  Trust me, it will make you smile! (And thanks to Michelle at Ten June, I know that you should look at the person’s elbow and you will hit their hand every time during high fives!)

Happy High Five Day!

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  3. Tracy's Trinkets and Treasures/Treasured Moments says

    Cassie you are one of my favorite bloggers. You are so real and honest. You have followers because you are you and you never ask and don’t have to ask for them. Just like with the Nate show. You do what you do because you are good at it and you love it. You don’t do it to be recognzied and patted on the back. Because the Nate show called you and wanted you shows you have major talent. Think about it. Most people have to go begging for things like that and they called you not once but twice! I think that is worth celebration all on it’s own. I know one day you will be on that show, but for now just knowing you are talented enough for them to call your phone makes me proud to “know” you.

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  4. Serendipity Chic Design says

    I just want to scream for you right now! So unfair….Didn’t you tell them you are a jack of all trades and can do hollywood glam need be???LOL!

    Remember, third time is a charm and you will have your day. My fingers are crossed for you!

    Take care,
    Lisa

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  5. Ali Richardson says

    Did Nate not get the message when I kicked his butt the last time he psyched you out? SUCKS! You NEED to be on tv where everyone can see your genius! They WILL call again, I can feel it!
    xo

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  7. Artichoke Alley says

    Good job looking at the positive side of things! I think it’s awesome that they have called you at all and not just once but twice..kudos to you and, their loss, both times! Enjoy your wine and we’ll all be back to see you again tomorrow, Nate or no Nate!

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  10. Sarah AKA The Thriftress says

    It would be SO incredibly awesome if you were on the show – you deserve it because you are amazing (and I could live vicariously through you)! But how could they mess with your mind like that? They better call you back soon!

    I am visiting my family in NJ this week and I keep telling my sister that we should go to the Nate Berkus taping in NYC. That’s the only way I could get to the show. Alas my Mom had to work so I didn’t have a babysitter.

    My fingers are crossed for you!
    Sarah

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  11. Terry says

    I high five you Cassie! They play with our hearts like toys…and we all know that toys do break. But you are right…it could have been worse news and you have it so good. We all love ya.

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  13. Sommer says

    Whoah… hold up a moment. These shows go around calling people to be on them then call back and tell them they changed their mind? Um am I the only one who has a tiny problem with this? Just my honest opinion but that’s total CRAP! I wouldn’t be dissapointed (and maybe this is just my peronality, I swear I should have been a red head) I would be pissed! That is bad business.
    You know I just bought this darling little plaque to put on my sons desk. It’s going in his easter basket. I got it because we tell our kids this on like a daily basis. “Integrity is doing the right thing even when nobody is looking”. I think I will go back to Hobby Lobby and get another one to send to good ol’ Nate 😛

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  15. Fiona says

    Oh Cassie how disappointing. We once got asked by Better Homes and Gardens to be on their show for a segment on how to replace aluminium windows with wooden ones. They asked us to scuff up our painted aluminium front windows a bit more for the before shots so we did and then they cancelled us (for a cheaper makeover)….grrrr. We still haven’t got around to repainting them properly.
    Have a lovely Easter,
    cheers Fiona
    http://lilyfieldlife.blogspot.com/

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  16. Andi @ Jane of all crafts says

    Things are gonna change I can feel it…
    Maybe Ali, Lisa, and I need to go up their and kick his butt together!!!
    Every word Tracy said was right on! How could they not want you on their show? You are the best and I love ya!! (((hugs)))

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  18. DecorandtheDog says

    Dude, that sucks.

    I’m going to boycott Nate watching…oh wait, I’m at work anyways.

    I think you have a lovely home and Natedogg doesn’t know what he’s missing. 🙂

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  19. [email protected] says

    Cassie… I’m a “everything happens for a reason” girl. There is a reason you should not go to NYC monday. There is a time you should go, just not now. 🙂
    Nate must have you on his show so I can watch you!
    I’m sure whoever picked you, (producer or whomever) is upset that someone else made it over you. They will keep fighting for you, I know it!
    gail

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  20. A Vintage Vine says

    Cassie…I am sure this was hard for you to even post!!! I think you rock and I am going to tell you why……You always answer me, you always comment on my projects…you always go out of your way to make me feel good about what I share here in blogland…..and that is priceless…you are making a difference!!!So they chose someone else…..it does not diminish you to me or any of your other readers….in fact for you to share this makes us love you even more!!! FYI, heard that song twice today and I hope I hear it 5 times tomorrow, so I can be reminded of you and how much a I adore someone I have not even met!!!

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  23. Melissa at HOUSEography says

    It’s going to happen Cassie but you just have to patient. Maybe they had a Hollywood glam theme going on that day which didn’t work with your vibe, so don’t feel like your work or house is not up to par!!! Who needs Hollywood glam anyway?! Just keep doing what you’re doing and it will all work out perfectly!

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  24. Michell @ Girl In Air says

    I’m so excited for you!! You are on their radar and they WILL be calling you again for sure!

    Congrats!! When I get my home all complete…I’m gonna send a video in for the House Proud segment…

    But I gotta get this body of mine TV ready…I would DIE if they called for a short notice flight

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  25. Kacey says

    High five to you, Cassie!!! To even be considered is awesome, but I would be disappointed, too. 🙁 I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you!

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  26. Michelle @Shellsshabbyshack says

    I’m sorry, Cassie! I have a good feeling that it will happen in time! You are good at what you do and others see that. The fact that you even are getting calls is awesome!
    You definitely have a great attitude! Keep doing your thing 🙂

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  27. Kelly at I Dream of Decor says

    Cassie I am so sorry to hear this, I would just love to see you on the Nate Berkus show! Maybe we should all write the show and see if we can get you on there darnit!!! I cannot beleive they have played with your emotions 3 times, so unfair:( but true to why we all love you and your blog you are staying positive:) good for you girl!

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  30. Anita @ GoingALittleCoastal says

    You so deserve to be on that show! Here to next time be the charm! I think you’d be great on there.

    One time I got a call from a show called Surprise by Design, you may be too young to remember that one. I was so excited. They wanted me to do a video of my basement when I wanted to surprise my hubby with a man room. So I did all that. Yeah, I never heard back. I designed my own man room and it was pretty darn good!

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  32. Lesley Litrento says

    “”Hollywood Glam!!!” LOL….LOL….LOL…. I totally mean this…..you had me laughing at the ridiculousness (is that a word?) of the whole story!! OMG, please tell me you see the humor in this…. They call you, get you all set to go and decide to ‘go with’ something that is COMPLETELY the opposite of YOU!?? I would get this if they had gone with something closely related, but come on. Think about your blog name and put that next to Hollywood Glam. It’s just priceless. Obviously they are all over the map on this one and probably needed to think a little more before calling you.

    AND the answer your question. Yes. They will call you and you will be going back.:) The phone call alone is just simply amazing. It’s like making it into the top 24 of American Idol. So what if you don’t win, you get to experience something that not many do experience. Hang in there….

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  34. Jazz says

    Awww Maaan! I had my fingers crossed for you… Honestly, I’m starting to think The Nate Berkus show is hugely overrated! Why not try another show… Rachael Ray perhaps?! That would rock! I’m sure at RR they don’t exploit the hopes of bloggers because they have no other real content for their show… jk, sort of. Love ya gal, sorry they did that to you.

    ~Jazz

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  36. michelle says

    Aw man, I am so sorry Cassie. I am high-fiving you though for getting noticed, that is amazing as are you my friend!! It will happen one day and I will be watching!!

    XOXO

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  37. Amy ~ "A Perfect Tin" says

    I’m so sad for you… I would be disappointed, too. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and maybe the timing just wasn’t right. Your time will come. You are a kind and talented person. Happy Easter and I’ll contact you next week about dropping off the mirror.

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  38. Allison says

    First of all I so admire your attitude and your spirit through all of this, Cassie. You are an amazing woman. I am sorry this happened. I also believe everything happens for a reason and for some reason this wasn’t meant to be at this time. They’ll be back! I will be in the front row when you do go on the show! How fabulous to be recognized and contacted by them. That is very exciting!

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  39. Its So Very Cheri says

    Aw Cassie–They missed out on having a genuine. sweet, TALENTED girl on their show. Some of the gals they have on their may act all HOLLYWOOD but some of them are not NICE people. You are super sweet and if they don’t call you-it is their loss.
    Cheri

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  40. The DIY Show Off says

    As far as I’m concerned you’re already a star! ::high five!:: However, I know I’d be broken hearted too. I love your honesty, your enthusiasm and your positive redirection! 😉 They’ll call again ~ you’re fabulous! ::hug::

    R

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  41. Holly says

    First you rock! Know that I want what is best for you and you deserve the attention for what you do. Coming from the perspective of someone who lived in L.A. and has friends in the biz, and has been kicked around by TV peeps….they are fairly heartless – they have to be…big money, big egos, etc. – and it sucks! They use us for their shows when and where it is convenient for them. Seriously I know stories of it just being a matter of who answered the phone when they called. You will get your chance. I applaud you for writing this.

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